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|| I N T R O D U C T I O N || 

Many times,

 many times

I fell in

love

with you

and never showed it.

                  

Name (last, first): Tsukiko, Hikari. 

Meaning: Moon child, light. 

Nickname(s): Tsu. Kiko. 

Age: Sixeen-Eighteen years old.

Species: Human.

Gender: Female.

Sexual Orientation: Heterosexual .

Birthday: December 22nd. 

Life Story: 

        Hikari Tsukiko was born at midnight on December 22nd, to Souji and Chizuru Tsukiko. Her two brothers were already a year or two older by that time. Of course, it was a few troublesome years considering her weak health and the health problem that had soon made it's appearance in her life. The health problem that made itself known is Cardiomyopathy, which is a weakening of the heart muscle or another problem with the heart muscle. It often occurs when the heart cannot pump as well as it should, or with other heart function problems. Most patients with cardiomyopathy have heart failure. At the time, the small family of five could barely afford to pay the cost of her surgery for heart, instead they opted to use much more simpler methods. Treatments that they could afford for her. 

Over time, her parents had raised both children with plenty of love and happiness. Of course, they couldn't always be there to protect them whenever harsh words came their way. After all, their uncle Renji Tsukiko always had an awful habit of saying awful things that he didn't mean- most of which was directed to the three young children. It was never intentional but with his consistent drinking and their general tendency to be loud.. Well some harsh words were said in their presence. Nevertheless, it was something they'd have to deal with considering he was living with them temporarily. 

On her thirteen birthday, her father, Souji, had died due to a sudden heart attack. It was quite unexpected since no one in the family had expected that to occur anywhere in the near future. However, nothing could be changed. They had to accept the fact Souji was dead and they needed to plan for a funeral. And sure enough, her mother, Chizuru planned for it but after that, it was quite difficult to pull her away from her work. After all, she needed something.. anything to pull her out of this depression she felt. However, nothing could really do that for the older woman. Instead, she continued to work long hours while the children spent time among themselves. After all, they couldn't necessarily change anything at the given moment. 

And with that, her life was relatively normal for the next few years excluding Renji's harsh comments from time to time. Of course, there were a few scares from time to time due to her weak health problems. Ironically, that wasn't the only scare that had occurred in those days- around her fifteenth birthday. Sadly, Hiro had gotten involved in a accident that had sent him to the hospital only to die the very same day he was admitted. It was a fairly sad day for all of the party involved. Hime was definitively hit hard by the loss of one of her older brother's considering she was fairly close to both of them. 

It wasn't long before that, that she finally entered the local high school in her area where her mother's friend, Shishio Satsuki worked at. She made sure that he wouldn't inform anyone else about her health problem, deeming it a hindrance if she wants to make friends with fellow students. 

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Personality: 

Hikari often tends to come across as overly optimistic and bright, though it's only a facade. The brown eyed female can be fairly pessimistic when she's feeling disheartened. However, that isn't a sight she shows anyone. Of course, there are other sides to her that she isn't fond of sharing in general. For example, she doesn't like showing anyone her angry side but it does happen nonetheless. When the female is angry, she only offers a thin lipped smile and proceeds to take on a much more cold and distant demeanor. However, that's only because she doesn't want to risk snapping at someone. On the rare occasion that she does snap, her cheeks will flush with warmth and she's quick to bite with her words. 

Normally, the brunette can be quite playful and often coming up with various ways to make someone laugh. After all, she doesn't enjoy seeing someone with a frown. Occasionally this can often make others upset which ideally leads the girl to try and apologize if she does upset someone. Whenever that happens, Hikari is quick to move over to their side and try to find some way to apologize for former actions. Trust me, the brunette can be fairly stubborn as well during those cases. 

Hikari can often be caught doting on others and quite protective over them as well. After all, she doesn't want her friends or loved ones to experience any type of pain if she can possibly prevent it. And sure enough, that's the reason why she often puts herself in troublesome situations to deal with their problems for them either directly or indirectly. Ironically, she doesn't like informing her friends when she has a set of troubles herself. After all, she doesn't want to burden them with a petty problem. Pushing that aside, she can be quite affectionate with people if she feels relatively close to them and comfortable. 

Whenever the female happens to be upset or in tears, she prefers to hole herself up somewhere and stay there. After all, she doesn't like to be seen as weak by others. Instead, she wants to be seen as someone strong and dependable- so being caught crying wouldn't show that. In a sense, you could say that she's often bottling up her emotions and pretending she feels something she doesn't. The brunette does tend to put up a strong front to comfort others first before herself. Of course, when someone refuses to leave the girl alone while she's in a teary eyed state, then she finally allows herself to give in for once. Hikari can become incredibly vulnerable and weak during these moments, easy to give in to sadness and to the words of comfort or harshness one might offer her. 

Good Habit(s): Eager to cheer others up. Emotionally strong. Affectionate. Strong front. 

Bad Habit(s): Bottling up her emotions. Martyr-like personality. Pretending to feel something she doesn't. 

Nationality: Japanese. 

Place of Origin: Japan. 

Current Residence: Japan.

Spoken Languages: Japanese and English.

Like(s): Coffee. Rain. The smell of Vanilla. Snow. Music. Zodiac. Fairytales. Warmth. Blankets. Cats. Video games. Marshmallows. Violins. Mystery novels. Swimming. Cats. Foxes. Scarfs. Desserts. 

Dislike(s): Being dependent on others. Waking up at odd hours in the night. The sight of blood. Harsh words. Cruel treatment. Toying with others emotions. Dark chocolate. Crowded areas. 

Hobbies: Daydreaming. Reading. Drawing. Swimming. Wandering about. Playing piano. 

Fear(s): Abandonment. Earthquakes. Heart failure. Blood clots. Cardiac arrest. Sudden death. 

Strength(s): Conversational skills. Observing. Tasks involving creativity. Singing. Talented with drawing and playing piano. 

Weakness(es): Weak health. Finding locations. 

Special Powers/Abilities:

☆  Considering she can't do many strenuous activities, Hikari is quite skilled with her hands. However, she sucks at sewing to an extreme. 

   

Facts: 

☆  Hikari is the youngest child in her family, with her two brothers being older than her by a year. 

☆  Her health problem happens to be Cardiomyopathy, which often requires her to only do a minimum amount of exercise.

☆  Usually, she sleeps for about six hours and half on a day to day basis. Of course, she does tend to sleep longer if it's a relatively warm day. 

☆  Italian food is one thing that will easily convince the girl to comply with favors. 

☆  Making Origami figures is a small hobby she happened to pick up recently. 

☆  Hikari's health problems is something she's kept to herself, not telling anyone in her group of friends. After all, she doesn't want to be treated differently because of that. 

☆  Hikari is more than aware of the obvious risks her diseases has given her, along with the fears she has. This is she's often seen putting up a strong front, not wanting to show her weak side. Truthfully, Hikari is scared of death and this disease brings her incredibly close to it. 

☆  Losing both her father and one of her older brothers has affected her greatly, but she refuses to let her walls down enough for anyone to catch on that she's merely acting strong. 

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Ambition/Life-long Dream: 

☆  Good life without health problems.
☆  

Occupation/Job: 

☆  Student.
☆  Part time at a small coffee shop.

|| F A M I L Y  A N D  F R I E N D S ||

Parent(s): 

Souji Hiraomato, thirty-four years old. Deceased. 

Souji Hiramoto was a rather kind and playful soul, often enjoying teasing his children. The man was a great father to all his children, doting on each one of them equally instead of acting biased with the children. In a gentle and playful manner, of course. Nonetheless, the writer had experienced quite a lot of joy until he turned thirty one. 

Chizuru Tsukiko, thirty-two years old. 

Chizuru is quite the busy woman, if she's not at home doting on her children. The blonde spends most of her time working at the office, busying herself with more cases than she can talk on. She's quite easy going and a bit embarrassing to deal with considering her occasional teasing comment or two. Other than that, she's the typical hard working mother of three children. Normally, she's leaves spending money for the children before she's going off to work or attending over meeting in different area in general. 

Sibling(s):  

Kazuma Tsukiko, seventeen-nineteen years old.

Kazuma Tsukiko is fairly protective of his younger sister, Hikari, remembering her weak health. One might say he's constantly doting on her and leading her to depend on him. After all, he doesn't want to risk the chance of something happening with her weak health in mind. Nevertheless, the male is relatively easy going despite his somewhat distant looks. With his brother's death, he's already beginning to detach himself from others but has managed to keep a relatively close relationship with his last remaining sibling. Over time, he has managed to return to his former personality that he donned in the past.

Hiro Tsukiko, seventeen-nineteen years old. Deceased. 

Hiro Tsukiko is the sibling who happens to be quite addicted to sports though it's mainly swimming and basketball at that. However, Hiro had dropped out of school during his third year of high school to pursue a different path. Of course, that's not to say he didn't get in quite a bit of trouble due to his actions. However because of that one mistake, Hiro was sent to the hospital due to an accident. Instead of returning to his family healthy, he had died the very same as day as the accident. 

Relative(s):

Renji Tsukiko

Renji is the typical player and avid drinker, always found with a drink in hand. The male is far from being kind, instead he's quite troublesome to deal with. After all, he has a nasty habit of saying every single thing that comes into mind. Of course with a uncle as rotten as this one, Hikari learned it was better to put up a strong front. After all, she didn't want to be seen as weak due to his harsh words and her former sensitivity to them. She learned by now that it's better to either accept his words and move on or simply ignore him entirely. 

Pet(s): 

Best Friend(s): 

Yuyuka Nekota  

 It might have been Yuyuka's blunt personality that led Hikari to first interact with her, considering she had no reason to lie to the female. Besides, she does share a few things with the girl due to her own desires to keep her sickness a secret from others. Nonetheless, it's easy for the female to grow comfortable in Yuyuka's presence, which explains why she'll often fess up to her thoughts around the female or go to her for advice. Hikari does enjoy making plans with Yuyuka to go out from time to time or simply converse at school whenever there's a chance to do so. 

Togyuu Minagawa

The upperclassmen is someone that Hikari was initially reluctant around, uncertain of how to interact around him. After all, she was often hiding behind a facade as well which explains why she had later changed her opinion about the male. It wouldn't be long after that, that she discovered the secret he was hiding accidentally. Naturally, she keeps her mouth shut about his job as a pizza delivery man, deciding he didn't want anyone to know about that fact. His considerate nature is also another reason why she enjoys being in Togyuu's presence, which explains the reason why she'll often be seen arranging plans with the plan or simply conversing with him during school hours. 

Friend(s):

Suzume Yosano

     Suzume has a rather refreshing personality and perspective, which might be the reason Hikari began to converse with her. Nevertheless, it didn't necessarily take long for the two to become close friends. The brunette feels at ease around the female, and doesn't mind sharing her personal thoughts and feelings with her. After all, it's nice to have someone to talk to share such personal thoughts and all that nonsense. Of course, that doesn't mean she gets along with all of her choices despite her silence in the matter. 

Nana Kameyoshi 

It was through Suzume that Hikari first started conversing with Nana, though their friendship seemed to go fairly well due to their shared playful nature. Fortunately for the two, it wasn't long before they grew close and began making plans to hang out with one another outside of school. For Hikari, Nana is a fairly important friend- one she happens to feel comfortable around. 

Monika Tsurutani

Similar to Nana, Hikari had met Monika through Suzume as well. Due to her friendship with the two girls and Inukai, it was fairly easy for Hikari to grow closer to Monika in little time considering their shared group of friends. Nonetheless, the female enjoys having the other girl as a companion. 

Manabu Inukai 

Inukai's studious and cheerful nature is one of the reasons why she gets along with him fairly well. Naturally, he's the one Hikari goes to if she ever needs advice on notes or the topic they went over previously in class. She has admitted that she enjoys talking to the male whenever there's a chance to do so.

Daishi Mamura 

Hikari had only met the older Mamura child by mere coincidence considering her brother, Kazuma, was friends with the male. Ironically, that was the main reason why the two individuals were friends to begin with. Daishi was also the reason why she knew Daiki beforehand though she didn't interact much with the younger Mamura until the following school year. 

Crush(es):

Daiki Mamura

    Initially, Hikari didn't necessarily like Mamura in the romantic sense, instead she simply saw him as a friend at first. However, things quickly began to change and she had no idea what happened. Nevertheless, she began liking him more than a friend which left her in a difficult position. Hikari didn't know what to do about this. A part of her wanted to see what happened if she admitted her feelings for him, but she didn't want to humiliate herself. There was no way the end result would be good if she even attempted to pursue the male. Perhaps, that was the reason why she tried to maintains the relationship they had beforehand. 

     Despite her attempts to forget about her feelings, they only seemed to grow stronger as time passed. Before she knew it, her thoughts traveled to the blond more often than none- making the female feel quite frustrated. She simply couldn't forget about her feelings for him, which were bothering her constantly to confess to the male. 

Rival(s):

Kotetsu Sarumaru 

The dirty blond is someone that Hikari often ends up uncertain and conflicted around, considering his more outspoken nature. Nonetheless, the female has a decent friendship with Kotetsu despite the one sided playful bather that occasionally occurs between the two young adults. This might explain why it isn't rare to see her conversing with him if the opportunity happens to arise. 

Satsuki Shishio

    Ironically, Hikari knew Shishio beforehand, which considered to be more than a little odd. Her mother happened to befriend the male along with Suzume's uncle, making the trio rather close to one another. Of course, he knows about her weak health to a certain extent. Hikari does have a fairly decent friendship with Shishio, though there's often a one sided bather on her part considering the man's more playful and teasing like nature. It would be rare not to see Hikari retorting back to one of his playful bathers.

Enemies:

N/A.

|| S P E C I A L  I N F O R M A T I O N ||

Affiliation: Student. 

Strength; Due to her health problems, she can come across as extremely weak and frail unless she's slapping someone. Other than that, she's practically weak as a twig. 

Defense; With her health problems, Hikari grew more skilled at being able to dodge any attack coming her way. It makes up for her severe lack in the strength department, after all. At least, she won't have to worry about being harmed in the near future. 

Intelligence; Considering her lack in the strength department, Hikari hardly wasted much time in becoming a more adapt thinker. Strategies happens to be something that she specializes in greatly, though her strategies still need some sharpening before they can be called something great. 

Grades: Surprisingly, Hikari's grades are fairly good even though she tends to slack off with studying from time to time. 

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Body Type/Looks: With her current health problems, it's not a surprise that Hikari's body is somewhat frail and slender. However, it doesn't come across as malnourished instead it appears that the female is fairly skinny. She happens to be endowed though it isn't too noticeable due to the cloth she wears over her clothing. Her face has a small hint of roundness to it, giving her a more youthful look. Her complexion is fair though she's susceptible to becoming sunburned if she has long exposure in the sun. Her eyes are slightly large and often give off a expressive look despite the piercing twinkle that occasionally appears. Her lips are often drawn in a timid smile or even a troubled smile from time to time. Her nails are trimmed though they do pass the tips of her fingertips barely. 

Height: 5'4 ft.

Weight: 44 kg.

Everyday Outfit(s): Normally, Hikari is often seen in her school uniform along with her red accessories. Of course when she isn't in school uniform, she can be seen wearing shirts that range from v-necks to somewhat frilly shirts. However, when she does wear that she can often be spotted wearing a cardigan as well. As for the lower half of her clothing, she prefers wearing pants or shorts. There is some occasions that she does choose to wear a skirt in favor of shorts, if it's a particularly hot day. Occasionally, she can be seen wearing dresses if it's a special occasion. As far as clothing preference goes, she prefers to wear something comfortable and feminine though she's well-known for incorporating layers in her clothing. 

Accessories: The red barrettes and scarf are two accessories she's always spotted with, despite the weather conditions. After all, they are mementos from a deceased. 

Makeup: The minimum amount of make up she uses is either Chapstick or a light colored eye shadow. Other than that, she hardly uses makeup unless it's for a special occasion or so. 

Scent: A light vanilla-like scent. 

Hairstyle(s): One might say her hair is a mixture of a light and dark russet hue that falls slightly past her shoulders. Typically, Hikari's hair is often let down with the red barrettes pushing aside a few strands of hair. Typically, her hair is often let down and looks to be windswept half of the time- though that because she has a bad habit of running her fingers through her hair. 

Scars, Tattoos, Jewelry and/or Piercings: There are a few faint scars that can be spotted on her body. One in specific would be the one on her right inner wrist from an accident from her childhood. Other than that, Hikari rarely gets any scars unless something rough happens to occur. As for piercings, she doesn't have a single one besides the two on his ears. 

ll E X T R A I N F O R M A T I O N

Theme Song/Quote(s): 

☆  B-Team : Marianas Trench. 

☆  Haven't had enough : Marianas Trench. 

☆  The mighty fall : Fall out boy. 

☆  This is twice now : Lydia. 

☆  "Huh? What are you doing here? I didn't expect to run into you here of all places." 

☆  "No, no. I'm alright. Haha, really. Don't worry about me."

Favorite Food(s): Pasta. Chicken Alfredo. Ramen. Teriyaki. Chicken noodle soup. Fish. 

Favorite Color(s): Orange. Red. White. Lavender. 

Favorite Number(s): 0. 18. 27. 50. 96.

Favorite Season(s): Winter. Fall.

Favorite Holiday(s): Christmas. New Year's Eve. 

Favorite Time of Day: Dawn.